Wednesday, December 24, 2014

Why I don’t have Paranoid Schizophrenia , Here is why

Hospital and doctors are treating me for Paranoid Schizophrenia. As per WikiPedia  ( Paranoid Schizophrenia have  following Symptoms.

“Paranoid schizophrenia manifests itself in an array of symptoms. Common symptoms for paranoid schizophrenia include auditory hallucinations (hearing voices) and paranoid delusions (believing everyone is out to cause you harm).[4] However, two of the symptoms separate this form of schizophrenia from other forms.One criterion for separating paranoid schizophrenia from other types is delusion. A delusion is a belief that is held strong even when evidence shows otherwise.”

Now consider two symptoms

  1. No doctor has said that I have auditory hallucinations (hearing voices).
  2. Doctors have said that I have delusion. As per Wikipedia delusion is a belief that is held strong even when evidence shows otherwise. In my case, I have evidence that

There are other aspects of conspiracy like financial aspect and attempt to fabricate me in hacking attempt.For that kindly read all posts of this blog.

Friday, March 28, 2014

What CIA is trying to achieve

  • Get me married with girl of their choice and then make me move to USA. Even at last hospitalization my doctor was keen to advice me that  I should marry. Why someone should marry if the person has “so called”  schizophrenia.
  • If that is not achieved just get me to USA.
  • Because of this I suspect that they need my Will in favor of my would be wife, or if that is not possible transfer the  asset  to USA government. In USA if you have no WILL asset get transferred to USA government.
  • Reach all people that I know from childhood, It make me feel there is some big asset which I am responsible for.
  • For people they think, person can't be intimidated and can not be bought, the murder and make it look like natural death or suicide.

Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Where was Anjan Bhushan ?

Around  15th of December 2013, I told my father, that I have friends whom CIA doesn’t know who they are and they are powerful on internet. Father wanted to “meet” them, I did reply that’s not possible at this juncture because I don’t know who they are, all I know they are helping me and are very powerful on internet. Also, any attempt to get them recognized will make CIA know about them. And if that happens they will be of no use. because all my communications are bugged.Point to note here was I was taking medication (Risperidone 2mg) provided by father, despite this fact its difficult for father to understand conspiracy angle because close relative and friends are being used. Doctors and medical facilities are being misused because of that. Father taken this as  my being  ill. He with the help of Mr. Jayant ,Brajesh (Bhola) and Kishore took me to CIP ( on 16th of December 2013. An employee at CIP asked me to sign admission with consent form. I refused to sign consent form but I requested to provide me good ward. She replied if I sign the consent form then she would admit me in good ward. Father also persuaded to provide me  good accommodation. I was admitted to CIP in Berkley Hill Ward. That is best ward in CIP.

Since I was still admitted when I was continuing medication, in protest, I refused medication in CIP after admission. I don’t remember how many days I did not take medication. But father says I had manhandled a medical staff and subsequently I was administered ECT ( or 9 times. There is total memory loss for me during that period. Also, as told by father I was transferred to inferior ward , Conolly ward  during that period. From days of ECT and transferred back from Conolly to Bekley hill ward I don’t remember anything. Also I had forgotten many things of past. I don’t know if aim of doctors were to erase the memory completely. Also, I don’t believe I had manhandled a doctor, I know that would be dangerous.  My doctors were Dr Ramling who reported to Dr. Anjanik and who in turn reported to Dr Sanjay Munda.In one of the regular round in March 2014, Dr Ramling said to Dr Anajanik ETC was administered because I did refuse medication.

In one of the round Dr Anjanik asked If I read newspaper at hospital, I replied in negative that I read news on internet. Then he asked if I know about Snowden.I tried my brain but couldn’t collect data about Snowden, after couple of day when I pushed my brain I could remember about him.Around, 15th of Feb 2014, I was able to recollect stuff going around me.Just before that I used to dream a lot, may be because of medications.

Around 15th Feb 2014, I raised issue that domains at registrar may expire soon so that I should get parole for could of days so that I can renew it. Dr Anjanik said as per provision of CIP I can’t get Parole but leave for couple of days.After That I pushed for leave for couple of days, then Dr Sanjay Munda has said that is not allowed in the facility. I told my father I would lose many domains if I am not discharged before 16th of March 2014. I also communicated to Dr Anjanik and Dr Ramling that if I am not discharged by 16th of March 2014 I will go on hunger strike from 17th of March. I also communicated this to my father. Finally, Father interfered in the issue and I was discharged on 14th of March 2015 by will of father. He had to sign a statement that he is discharging on his own risk.Currently I am on huge dosage of medication which are administrated by father. They are as follow

CIPIN 100 MG (CLOZAPINE) – Morning 1 tablet – Evening –2.5 tablets

Solian 100 mg – Morning 2 tablet – Eveneing 2 tablet

Pacitane 2mg – evening 1 tablet.

This medication are having huge side-effect and risk. But Since I am not in position to convince father, I have to take it.

Now, I have appeal from Non-Connected friends, If I don’t update Facebook or Twitter for 3 consecutive days, please take some action. My story is bigger than Snowden and it will change whole world order.You people are my only hope. Thank you for reading it.